Monday, October 18, 2010
you hurt me
i dont understand why i am still angry. i dont know if i am more hurt that the fact that you walked away or the reasons why you walked away... i thought you were a good guy.. i thought that the more i loved you the more you would love me.. i was wrong. mabye i am angry at myself for believing you loved me.. i honestly saw myself walking down the isle with you.. i dreamed nothing else. for the first time i truly can say i opened myself up to someone.. i gave you all of me.. every part that i had been hiding for so long.. i dont hate you... if fact i still very much love you.. but i shouldnt.. and i know that i should be moving on with my life.. but what you did was wrong.. and i thought that you were better person then that.. why do i still care.. why do i still love you.
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You're angry, but you still love??? and if you do "love" this person so much, what did they do that makes you now think they are no longer a "good guy"?
That was a very vague post...
By the way, that picture of the teary eye on your earlier post is gorgeous.
Are all of these posts about the same person? Sounds like a roller coaster ride!
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